“They're killing for nothing. It's like genocide one body at time, and it's like self-inflicted. We can blame it on this, we can blame it on that, but when it's all said and done, it's us killing us. It hurts because some of us don’t even think we can do better. There was a time I didn’t think I could do better . . . We feel how we feel because we think how we think. I had to change my thinking, you know; I had to want better. There’s no magic out here, so if I want better I gotta do better.”